Phew!

Ok so I haven't updated because I was getting ready for Fan Expo Vancouver. I am my friends official helper and in that I spent three days making key chains and doing some running around for her. Now before you say anything she did a shit load of work 4 new pieces of art and Saturday and Sunday she went to get prints done while I did some set up and watched the table. I think we split the work quite well. I just can't help with the art bit since it is her stuff. ;D

So what an amazing weekend it was. I didn't get to meet any if the actors as I am broke but, and I wish I had the camera up, saw James Masters no more than 3 feet away from our table. I really just wanted to say thank you for all his work and give him a hug but sorry I can't pay for that. But no matter it was really cool to see him scoot past. I was the only one who noticed. :)

I also got to meet and hug R2-D2. He came right up to our table! I totally geeked out and am proud of it!

This whole weekend was so liberating. I let go and rejoined my peeps in geekdom and thrived on each sqwee! Never again will I allow myself to be separated from what I love.

I started this blog to help and share my love of food and gaming and to show that you can lose weight and be healthy playing games. But  I have been so run down because of life just not letting me be who I am. I have people popping up in my life just filled with drama and crap, that I seem to be lost in what they are doing. And the worst is I am spending so much time and effort in trying to fix their live so that we can do things together that mine is falling apart. No more. I don't care. If they have a problem and they are causing me problems then bye bye. I need to focus on what is happening in my life I need to lose this weight, not for health, as my health is really good, but for my confidence. I feel that since I am fat I can't because people see me differently. I don't want to be a size 0, I just want to be size happy. A 12-14 so I can shop in normal stores. I am currently a 24 sometimes 26 in shirt as I am well indowed. So I have a ways to Ho but that's ok. Spring is here no excuses! So enough for now talk to you guys later!